Sunday, 22 April 2012

Regrets and Arrogance (26)


During my meditative semblance of sleep, I visited the temple at the centre of nothingness where I was born and raised. I walked around the stone structure reading the words that had pushed me as a child to swear oaths to the beings that lived now as nothing but a single column of light. I rounded the building toward the doors as they open on their own slowly to let me enter into the central room. The high pitch buzzing of their voices rose as I approached the pillar of light central in this great hall of stone.
“Stop speaking all at once!” I screamed at it. I resisted the urge to cover my ears as the sound receded to a low background buzz around me. “Why do all the higher being plan interfering with them as they are doing?” I grumbled. “Leading them time and time again down the path of self destruction?” I muttered.
The buzzing rose to deafening levels around me as all the Ley'ä'Luna spoke together to explain and comfort me. I fell to my knees covering my ears in vain as they spoke louder to me. The memories of being here distraught from Elyria's death as she saved me from mine surfaced in my mind. The feeling of abandoning my oaths to them after having recapture all that had escaped from that dreaded asylum including the monster that had caused my wife to die. I had placed them all within a specially created jail of my own design. A single box that held multiple cells holding each of the engineered diluvian race with it's genetic base Ann'Anka Anccilar trapped before I finally came to this temple. I spent thousand years or more in that place grieving for my lost love as the Lights of Life spoke words of condolence to me.
I had place the prison box upon a lower plane to be guarded by those know as the Faiths. I underestimated how Ann'Anka could pervert them while still being imprisoned. She trick one of their children to open the box sealing the destiny of that plane. I roused from my grief as a felt the seal on the multigate rupture releasing all of them once more. My anger for those pitiful beings had no bounds like my level of power and it blinded me as the grief still burned brightly in my soul. None had escaped the wraith of Universe's son as I shredded that lower plane from existence. It was not until my actions were completed that my mind understood what I had done.
I returned to the temple of light believing they would cast me out for such a dark and vile deed. I fell to my knees before the pillar of light begging for the mercy of death for my actions. I received words of sympathy and understanding from the Ley'ä'Luna instead of scorn and rejection. I knelt with my face against the cold stone then as I did today asking for forgiveness or death for my actions of destruction. All I felt and heard from them was understanding and acceptance. They told me that my actions were right and noble since they knew my true heart and saw my true soul's mind. I listen prostrated before them hearing the words of hundred different voices speaking to me like in my childhood. They told me I had been chosen because I would do what ever was needed to protect the Fallen Ones that would inherit the universe outside the void completely. Powerless, as the Fallen Ones appeared, was to remove from them the arrogance powers breed into all other races.
My head rose slowly to glare at the pillar of light that was their entire race. A new thought formed in my head which I screamed at them causing silence within the chamber. I would be the most arrogant of all of them because I had unlimited abilities and powers. I slowly rose to my feet soothed by the sudden absolute silence that reigned here at my thought. A whispered “Yes.” floated through my mind before the buzzing returned. I turned leaving them to debate my point nearly laughing as I walked away to return to my earthly form.
“But your arrogance is for them, not against them.” the Ken commented in my mind. “More reason for they who created all from the void chose you as their protector.” it added in a purr. I opened my eyes slowly to spot the Ken sitting in the room watching me with its dull red eye.
“What do you know of the creature I destroyed?” I mentally asked it.
“Once in control, it would have made the humans hunt my kind to take our third eye from us.” it answered. “The Fallen Ones have their own arrogance to face that include stealing powers from others to control them.” it added vehemently.
“And if they cannot control the power they steal?” I returned in a whisper.
“Less of them for you to protect but at least those ones left will be the smarter ones.” it chirped back merrily.
“Everything is simpler for others than the one sworn to protect them.” I chuckled back. “Best you run and hide little one, morning will be upon us soon.” I stated softly. I bowed my head to the Ken before it scurried away disappearing into a mouse hole. I sat on the bed waiting for Sert or Meli to fetch me for the departure in silent contemplation. I could not seem to remove the small smirk I wore at having for once gained silence from those I truly served. “Proof of my arrogance.” I added to myself. A unseen rooster crowed outside as I waited quietly smiling to myself.

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